How am I supposed to freelance

...and own a business if I have no discipline? I think I'm still in vacation mode, which is bad. I get some stuff done, but I'm not regimented. I think I am rebelling against regimentation. I guess the schedule has been erratic for work and class since 3 weeks ago when the Christmas-ness began, and last week was New Year's...so this week will be the first full week of everything. That will be nice. I have much to learn this year. I hope I do ok. The first 4 months will go fast.